How Do You Deal?
How do you reconcile the differences between your everyday busy schedule filled with work, kids, yardwork, and all the things that occupy your mind......and the other very pure and simple thoughts and feelings that were once a part of your life?
I do believe that you can have different levels of love for different people at different times in your life. It's all a matter of making sure you put those various levels of love in the right places inside you so they don't engulf you so much that you hurt the people in your current state of life.
Life has rules to follow. Perhaps in a different stage of existence, true and unhindered emotion can freely be expressed without consequence.